an utterance

i often times struggle with my vulnerability becoming a spectacle.

in this way of thinking, to be seen, is to be dehumanized by the self.

to present one’s vulnerabilities, is to either consider oneself a sacrificial lamb, or not give fucks of what a person may think of them.

to present one’s vulnerabilities, gain understanding on emotions, experiences, feelings, impulses, that you haven’t reconciled within yourself.

i thought that because i was vulnerable,

folk would see my humanity.

and accept it for what it was in that present moment. but nah, mothafuckas always want more than you willing to give.

and that’s pretty ironic cuz

i been waitin on the day people stop accepting things for what they is

r o d

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